blessed yet breathless

Life is going. It is leaving me breathless. I sometimes feel as I am taking quick deep breaths to keep from drowning in the deep end. I know that sounds weird but I often feel this way. The way we do life right now leaves me tired. I am tired of traveling back and forth, tired of living in two places. Just tired. I hate being tired, It makes me feel as if I am not giving 100%- not to whitt, not to my husband, not to my friends (new and old), GOD, not to our new church BCF, not enough time to our adoption, not enough time for myself.

At the same time I am blessed beyond belief. I have a great husband, a precious son (boy is he precious) and we both have great jobs, food on the table...the list could go on. I am blessed and I am thankful.
God is stirring in us. I just pray I am not to tired to see what HE is stirring. I am trusting though. He is a Big God with Big plans and maybe he needs me
tired to be able to see that. To trust in that.
When we were in Seaside, it was a break- a time of much needed rest with great friends where I could just breathe, think and soak up life. I didn't have to worry about the 5 billion pieces of paper work that needed to be filled out for our adoption (happy to do them, just overwhelming) or the work that needed to be done for my job.
My mind could relax (for the most-part).
It gave me enough breath to jump back in the deep end.
Trusting in God.
Taking long deep breaths.

Warning: Seaside, Florida Picture Overload

Beyond blessed. I mean look at these pictures. Beyond.


Grimes Life said...

LOVED the trip so much, it really was so great to get away and feel refreshed to come back home. Praying for the wetherell family as yall make big life decisions and family plans! Love yall! :)

Jessica and Eric said...

beautiful picture of the three of you! Your hair looks adorable! You are very blessed! :)

The Sotos said...

love all the pics - especially the one of Whitt and Andy's profile! blow that up and frame it!

Kristen said...

these are great pictures! so glad you got to REST!

annalee said...

hi there! i'm excited to do life at bcf with your crew:)

just found your blog and love it, especially these gorgeous seaside pictures. we are headed there this month and i am so stinkin' excited to go to one of my favorite places on earth.

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